This Is Just a Test

You went so far away my heart begins to break

The shadows hold me close as I lie here awake

The echoes of your voice they haunt the empty space

A silent kind of chaos that time cannot erase

I'm lost lost inside my pain

The walls are caving in again

A storm that's roaring in my chest

Please tell me this is just a test

The air is cold and sharp like daggers through my skin

Each memory a wound that bleeds from deep within

I chase your fading ghost across the endless night

But every step I take pulls me further from the light

I'm lost lost inside my pain

The walls are caving in again

A storm that's roaring in my chest

Please tell me this is just a test

Of all that I have lost and all I've yet to find

Pieces of the past they tangle in my mind

The mirror shows a stranger someone I don't know

A heart that beats in shadows where love used to grow

I'm lost lost inside my pain

The walls are caving in again

A storm that's roaring in my chest

Please tell me this is just a test