Heart On Fire, Hands Still Shaking

Eyes wide

Clock says 3 AM

Same doubts

Spinning round again

Breath short

Like the room got small

Scroll phone

But I still feel stalled

Every thought a little earthquake

Shaking all the ground I stand on

But under all the aftershocks I hear

A tiny voice that won’t turn off

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

But I’m not breaking

Not tonight

I feel the fear

I feel it raging

I’m still here

I’m still alive

I’m walking through this wave alone

But I’m not giving up the fight

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

I’m scared and I’m still choosing light (oh-woah)

Cold sweat

On a crowded train

Fake smile

“Yeah

I’m feeling great”

Deep breath

Count to ten and back

One step

Keeps me on the track

Every doubt a little storm cloud

Hovering above my daylight

But somewhere in the thunder I can hear

A stubborn spark that says “hold tight”

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

But I’m not breaking

Not tonight

I feel the fear

I feel it raging

I’m still here

I’m still alive

I’m walking through this wave alone

But I’m not giving up the fight

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

I’m scared and I’m still choosing light (hey)

If all I move

Is inch by inch

If all I say

Is “I exist”

That’s still a win

Against the dark

Every breath I take

Becomes a spark (yeah)

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

But I’m not breaking

Not tonight

I feel the fear

I feel it fading

I’m still here

I’m still alive

I’m walking through this wave alone

But I’m not giving up the fight

My heart on fire

Hands still shaking

I’m scared and I’m still choosing light

(My heart on fire, hands still shaking)

I’m scared and I’m still choosing light