Who am I supposed to tell?

[Verse 1] 

Who am I supposed to tell I had a crap day?
Who’s gonna pick up when the world starts acting sideways?
I grab my phone, scroll the past, then I freeze
’Cause every word I wanna say still belongs to you and me

I used to run to you when everything felt heavy
You used to run to me when your storms got deadly
Now it’s just echoes in these midnight halls
Two silhouettes that can’t answer each other’s calls

[Pre-Chorus] 

And I hate how the silence knows my name
It whispers every memory
And somehow it still feels the same
Even though you’re not next to me

[Chorus] 

Who am I supposed to tell
When all my colors fade to grey?
Who am I supposed to seek
When the nightmares come to stay?
What am I supposed to do
With all this raging pain and burden?
I used to fall apart with you
And somehow it made it all feel certain

Now I’m talking to the dark
Like it can fill your place
But shadows never hold me
The way you did on my worst days

[Verse 2] 

We were the lifelines tied in a knot
Pulling each other out when the world got too hot
You’d crash on my shoulder, I’d crash onto yours
An even exchange, two open doors

Now I keep pacing just to feel something
Rooms feel colder, thoughts keep thundering
I try to breathe but air gets thin
When the person who saved me
Can’t walk back in

[Pre-Chorus] 

I keep searching in the silence
For the warmth you used to bring
But I’m left with broken rhythms
Of a half-forgotten spring

[Chorus] 

Who am I supposed to tell
When all my colors fade to grey?
Who am I supposed to seek
When the nightmares come to stay?
What am I supposed to do
With all this raging pain and burden?
I used to fall apart with you
And somehow it made it all feel certain

Now every empty street
Feels like it knows my name
And I keep wishing you were here
Just to say—it’s okay

[Bridge – dark, glitchy, whispered] 

(You were the one I ran to)
(You were the one who knew)
(We traded broken hearts)
(Like something we could lose)

But now I’m screaming underwater
Where no one hears a thing
I miss the way we drowned together
And somehow learned to breathe

[Final Chorus – bigger, darker, more electronic] 

Who am I supposed to tell
When everything feels wrong again?
Who am I supposed to seek
When I’m drowning in my head?
What am I supposed to do
With all this weight I’m barely holding?
You were the one who steadied me
When the world was overflowing

Now I’m staring at the stars
Like they might answer back
But nothing shines the way you did
When our hearts were cracked

Synth pop, dark pop, electro pop, raspy male, moody, smooth