I was alone I was a ghost but I lived two lives Played both sides but I never found my own place. they called me blacksheep who though to know me couse I am to Wild and active, others though me an angel but Darling I am myself I rather be the Villian.I am done hidding and just be how I was Born to be . Gonna be what I feel like and be myself couse we only human!
I broke into billions pieces and can't change back but hoping to be myself again gives me hope to be stronger. These scars inside of me keeps me hidding and overthinking but u on my side. Just take my heart and rip it up couse for them I couldn't be enough. They trying to take me down but I am already down I put a smileon my face but they can't see my Poker face , I knowi am no hero and I lie but I am onlyhuman that can make Mistakes but they over do my Actions but I forgive them but never forgot never let it out only in silence u never see me crying even do my soul and heart are bleeding.. the Person inside me always wanted to kill me but I never let it couse I think of them I adore. but all the scars I am fighting , I aint losing but i keep trying. Cuz I am addicted to Bad choices.. I always making one and get manipulated I started to realise how fake and topic my realtionships was and some are. I lustened to myheart not mymind but darling I will Listen to my mind and stop listening to my heart be careful what u wish for by me I can be ur nightmare or ur Friend its ur choice I give u loyalty but u never will do the same to me if u keep quiet.. and talking behind my back.
If u not want me tell it in my face I not want fake in my Life if u Block me stay so if u not wanna talk I won't care anymore couse I am myself again I want only more my mind (my mind and my feelings) how I feel¡ I always was better alone stop the fake . I hear Rumors u talking shit about me or use me I not need that. I gotta go trough anything with no regrets.
I was alone I was a ghost but I lived two lives Played both sides but I never found my own place. they called me blacksheep who though to know me couse I am to Wild and active, others though me an angel but Darling I am myself I rather be the Villian.I am done hidding and just be how I was Born to be . Gonna be what I feel like and be myself couse we only human!
