[Verse 1]
I pop another just to feel alive
Swallow the lie and call it getting by
My hands shake hard when the room goes still
So I trade my name for a little white thrill
I hate taking these things to feel inside
But the blank in my chest keeps coming back for mine
I laugh too loud when the mirror stares
Got a fistful of bad days hidden in my hair
[Pre-Chorus]
What's one more
When I can't sleep?
What's one more
When I can't breathe?
[Chorus]
One more pill
One more fall
I say I'm fine
Then I lose it all
One more pill
One more night
It can't hurt
'Til it buries me alive
[Verse 2]
Morning tastes like rust and a cracked jawline
Couple of texts left unread, couple crossed out lines
I keep my mouth shut, keep my head down low
Act like the floor won't grab me when I go
The bottle says stop, but I don't obey
I keep chasing a pulse that keeps fading away
My phone screen burns like a black confession
I need a way out, not another lesson
[Pre-Chorus]
What's one more
When I can't sleep?
What's one more
When I can't breathe?
[Chorus]
One more pill
One more fall
I say I'm fine
Then I lose it all
One more pill
One more night
It can't hurt
'Til it buries me alive
[Bridge]
If I keep this up, I'm a ghost in my skin
All this pain on repeat, I don't know where to begin
Call my name through the smoke in my head
Pull me back hard before I'm left for dead
[Final Chorus]
One more pill
One more fall
I say I'm fine
Then I lose it all
One more pill
One more night
It can't hurt
'Til it buries me alive
One more pill
One more lie
I don't wanna go
But I don't wanna die