Without You I’m Lost

I still see you… in every light…

Every road feels wrong without you by my side…

Late nights, driving through the city slow

Same streets, but I don’t feel at home

Your voice still echo in my mind

And I hate myself for all the times…

I let you cry, I let you wait

Thought you’d stay, but now it’s late

I was blind, yeah I was dumb

Now I’m here… and you’re just gone

And I know… it’s my fault

Yeah I broke what we were

Now I’m lost… in the dark

Tryna breathe but it hurts

I don’t wanna feel this way tonight

Every memory cuts like a knife

If I could turn back all the time… I would

Now I’m stuck with all the things I did

I’m running from myself again

But I can’t escape the mess I’m in

You were everything I had… it’s true

Now there’s nothing left but missing you

I go out, but I feel alone

Fake smiles, staring at my phone

Hoping somehow you would write

Even though I lost that right…

Doing things I shouldn’t do

Just to feel a bit less you

But it never really works

Just makes everything feel worse

If I disappear tonight… would you care?

Or am I just a ghost… already there…

I don’t wanna be this way… but I can’t change

Every piece of me still screams your name…

I don’t wanna feel this way tonight

Every memory cuts like a knife

If I could turn back all the time… I would

Now I’m drowning in the things I did

I’m falling but I still pretend

That I’ll be okay in the end

But the truth I try to hide… from you

I don’t know who I am without you…

…without you…

…without you…