[Verse 1]
Honestly,
im depressed
Obviously,
due to the stree
Im Probably,
too close to death
She's haunting me,
feels like im possessed
[Pre-Chorus]
im so alone
growing cold
lost my soul
a long time ago
AFTER MY HEART BROKE
now its froze
i need to let go
or at least im told so
[Chorus]
I'm trying my damn hardest to survive this darkness
Fighting till the end regardless
Dying inside because I'm heartless
Crying to God, please just stop this
As I deny the chaos I create
In this darkness, I try my hardest
Dying inside because I'm heartless
[Verse 2]
but somedays
I cant control my rage
kept it locked away
so i did not misbehave
its just another bandaid
you should just stay away
the monster inside cant be tamed
[Chorus]
I'm trying my damn hardest to survive this darkness
Fighting till the end regardless
Dying inside because I'm heartless
Crying to God, please just stop this
As I deny the chaos I create
In this darkness, I try my hardest
Dying inside because I'm heartless
[Bridge]
i am Suffering in silence
i tried smothering with kindness
but theres something inside us
and now Running im from the violence
[Chorus]
I'm trying my damn hardest to survive this darkness
Fighting till the end regardless
Dying inside because I'm heartless
Crying to God, please just stop this
As I deny the chaos I create
In this darkness, I try my hardest
Dying inside because I'm heartless
[Outro]
My demons
are screaming
theyre not leaving