Dear FutureNow

Chilling in my crib reminiscing about all the

Things that have been happening to me recently ,

Life hasn't been that great or fair

Turned me into a drunk lost being

Bottling spirits in my body

Just to silence the spirits I'm supposed to face

Wake up in the morning with a hangover

And a double torment from them spirits

All the liquor making me sick

But never healed anything

Just brought more curses than blessings

Seeing my Fam worrying over me

Didn't sit right with me

So I decided, I need change

And it's only me who got the power to do that

So this is me

Trynna get better

Trynna put my life in order

Trynna write my wrongs

I was lost in the dark I forgot

how the light looks like .

Hurt those around just because I was hurting too

Ran to my addictions which messed me more

Felt like I was lost but all this while

I just needed to be found .

Dear Mum, Sorry for bringing you pain

Hey Siz, I'm on my feet again

Was the one who needed a shoulder to lean on

But I want you to lean on mine instead .

Almost loosing the person I love just for being

Too Selfish, My Bad I didn't mean to

If she would have stayed it would be my best

If she's leaving then I understand

But I promise, My eyes are wide open again

It's only in them lyrics that I find my peace

And only with you that it all makes sense.

Dear Future now