Am I really so worthless?

Why do I feel that my life is so pointless,

All these voices telling me that I’m useless .

Am I really so worthless?

People telling me everyday, that I should just let my demons take over..

Maybe I should end my pain,

Maybe I end it all,

Maybe I should let the voices win,

I struggle with all these addictions to drown out my pain.

Cutting my wrists, to wash away my sins.

Trying everyday,

To smoke all my pain away,

Trying everyday,

To fake that smile I crave,

To Drinking away my fucking pain

Will end up……

With me in a body bag.

Am I really so worthless?

Maybe I should end my pain

Maybe I end it all

Maybe I should let the voices win

Like I do everyyyyyy day.

life just seems so pointless when your all alone. Through all my struggles I’ve been on own, battling everyday to stay sane, but if my voices keep it up it’s going to make me go really insane.

Been out here struggling with my pain since the 6th grade, hearing voices everyday make the people really go insane.

Got them hallucinations now too, been dealing for about a year now the year is 2023 and Yk what they say the best always comes in 3’s. Time to push through, time to run away, from my pain from my problems, it ain’t my time yet.

Lost my mom back in February, shit really ain’t been the same, life been really goin downhill. Maybe it’s time to move on, maybe it’s time to recollect my thoughts recollect my past mistakes, my past trauma and drama, maybe it’s time to get it going time to move on and push through this game we call life.

Everyone wanting me dead

But too many people pussy to try,

Fine, I do it myself, cuz even to the very end, all you got is yourself

Life is so pointless, yeah I am just worthless.