Why then ?

Why did you contact me again my love Clint W this evening. 

I had done everything to forget you and you managed to find a way to contact me. 

I confessed to you that I wanted to marry my lover Joseph Q and now I feel bad. 

You left very angry and now I feel bad. 

How is it possible that I am so in love with you?

I no longer understand anything in my heart. 

Everything seemed so easy for me with my darling Joseph Q and then for me, suddenly, everything became complicated.

I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about you. 

I think I'm much more in love with you than I thought and than I dared to admit to myself. 

Why then, my love Clint, do you have such an effect on me?

My heart is sad without you. 

It's like a part of me has left me. 

I haven't known you for long but your absence already leaves heavy marks on me. 

I think I love you a lot more than I told you tonight. 

You left in anger, telling me that you no longer wanted me to speak to you.

It made me very uncomfortable and since that minute I haven't stopped thinking about you 

You were supposed to come see me from America in July for my birthday.

I thought you weren't being sincere with me. 

A woman warned me about you because she told me that many fake profiles of your name are actually big scammers.

I really scared my heart. 

I'm so used to getting scammed you know. 

I don't even know why I'm telling you all this 

Because on the one hand I have a darling who adores me and on the other hand, I think that you already don't want me anymore.

Clint, why then?

Why did you come back into my life if it was to leave me like this forever?

Give me time to make my choice. 

I beg you because my heart is already very in love with you, my beautiful American singer Clint W. 

I know that we too have a serious romantic journey to build and live if we both wish, my captain of love.

So, give me this chance to talk to you again. 

I don't want to break your heart you know.