[Verse 1]
Yeah, fuck off, I'm already gone
But again, I bet I'm not a memory in that emotional situation you're in right now
You call me out for playing the victim
'Cause I'm dying inside, fighting your losing fight
God knows why I'm still here, waking up to the sun
It's that repetitive mode of communication that's your problem
I'm trying to find something, a way out of this pain
But instead I'm giving up my own closure for your sick behavior
[Chorus]
Fucked up by life, fucked up by you
Trying to find something, something that's new
Good deeds, I do 'em, yeah, I'm trying to be good
But where's the payback? Where's the love I misunderstood?
I keep getting fucked up, fucked up and broke
Every word is a dagger, a digital choke
Mi vida es una mierda, and I don't know what to do
Fucked up by life, and fuck you too
[Verse 2]
But just 'cause I was able to block you, things don't change, it seems
I'm just a walking zombie
Hoping for something, something to feel better at least
You say good things come to those who wait, yeah, I heard that lie
So I'm waiting for nothing, just watching time fly
Maybe I'm not seeing it, maybe I don't deserve
To feel a loving touch, to feel my soul swerve
Into a better place, a place I can call home
But right now I'm just living, just living alone
[Chorus]
Fucked up by life, fucked up by you
Trying to find something, something that's new
Good deeds, I do 'em, yeah, I'm trying to be good
But where's the payback? Where's the love I misunderstood?
I keep getting fucked up, fucked up and broke
Every word is a dagger, a digital choke
Mi vida es una mierda, and I don't know what to do
Fucked up by life, and fuck you too
[Outro]
Fucked up... yeah, fucked up
By life... by you too
Maybe I'll find it... maybe I'll get through
[Guitar chord fades out with the sound of a heartbeat]
