If I only knew

if i only knew

what was on the other side, if I only knew how to swallow all my pride, I would do so quickly, I would do so now I know that I need to change for the better it will be. I can only imagine what life will be if I was to change break away from all this misery

History, misery gets to me physically beating me controlling emotions.

now that I can't hold back the tears anymore. Thinking about the past, I have to get a grip. I have to get a grasp.\n Cause life is such a trip, always looking back so I have to move forward and forget all of that.

If I only knew what was on the other side, and what the future held, maybe my decisions would be\n Better, maybe my guidance would help me. Someone could help me, but I was clueless, and I was a fool. In all this is true