In the shadow

You don’t understand the pain you don’t understand what I have gone through. You don’t know how could you know cause I won’t say because of me being afraid if you see the real me you still gonna be there or are you gonna leave? Just like everybody else has, can I trust that you will leave me how how do I know how do I know that you won’t go that you leave me just like they have are you different? Are you the same? There’s only one way to find out but I’m too afraid because what if you want? I don’t know if I can handle losing you just like I have lost them they were my everything other gone just because the truth it scares me to think that could’ve been something that could’ve been avoided if only I had just not holding down the truth but now I did and here we are here I am in pain in sorrow because I’m afraid that if I tell the truth, I will lose the one that I love. No I can’t. I’m sorry you deserve better than me. I will go now. You can have a perfect life with without me you don’t need me to succeed. You are Great without me goodbye.