The Love I Deserve (Answering the Inconsistency)

[Intro: Soft Fingerpicked Acoustic Guitar, Meditative Cello Drone & 432Hz Hum] (Mmm, yeah...) (I've settled before, Lord) (But today I'm calling in the real thing) (No more counterfeit) (Listen close now)

[Verse 1: Intimate, Close-Mic, Breathy Soul Vocals] I’ve settled before, accepted less than I deserved in the dark Chasing after temporary people, praying for a spark I accepted love that looked so right on the surface line But left me emptier than I was before I put my heart on the line Conditional, inconsistent, making me work for a crumb Fumbling through the grey, wondering what I've become No more watering a hollow seed, begging for a name I am stepping off the highway, I am ending the game

[Pre-Chorus: Warm Rhodes Swells & Slow Building Shaker] But today I’m laying down the old scripts, closing the book Uprooting every lie and the wrong roads that I took I don’t want to do that again, I'm drawing the line Shifting my entire frequency, resetting my design! (Reset the design, yeah!) (Three, two, one — hit the light!)

[Chorus: Explosive Grit-Soul Belt with Backing Choir Harmonies] So God, send me someone whose love makes me feel safe, not anxious! Whose presence brings me peace, not confusion when it faces us! Who points me toward You instead of pulling me away Secure enough in who they are to stay every single day! No more almosts, no more maybes, no more games in the dark I want the love You designed to protect this sacred spark! (Yeah, the love I actually deserve!)

[Post-Chorus: Catchy Folk-Soul Chant] (Uproot the counterfeit, plant what is real!) (Grounded in the warmth that my soul wants to feel!) (Uproot the counterfeit, wait for the sign!) (Everything is moving in Your perfect divine timing!)

[Verse 2: Cozy Acoustic Groove & Snaps] Heal every part of me that got comfortable with the cold With the inconsistency and the fake stories I was told Uproot the belief that I have to shrink to make 'em stay Or perform to prove my worth just to keep 'em from walking away Prepare me for what I'm asking for, clean out the room So when the right one arrives, the flowers can finally bloom! (Let 'em bloom, Lord!)

[Bridge: High Intensity contemporary Worship Climax & Swelling Choir] Guard my heart from the counterfeit that looks right but isn't true! Give me the patience to wait for the one designed by You! Give me the wisdom to know the difference when they stand in my view I trust Your timing, God, 'cause Your promise is forever true! (Speaking in tongues: Ka-ra-ba-sha-ta! Ho-san-na!) (Sha-ma-ha-ra-ta! Let the chains drop!) I'm ready to receive! I'm ready to believe! (Drop the flood!)

[Chorus: Maximum Holy Energy, Massive Choir & Overdrive Acoustic Grit] So God, send me someone whose love makes me feel safe, not anxious! Whose presence brings me peace, not confusion when it faces us! Who points me toward You instead of pulling me away Secure enough in who they are to stay every single day! No more almosts, no more maybes, no more games in the dark I want the love You designed to protect this sacred spark!