[Verse 1]
I learned to flinch at love
like it came with a price
She turned my soft spots blue
then called that shit "nice"
Told me I was too much
when I needed a hand
Now I hide my face
when a woman says "stand"
I used to answer quick
now I stare at the floor
Tryna keep my heart locked
but it's begging for more
Funny how the wound
still knows how to name me
One bad goodbye
and the whole world changed me
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't say I'm fine
I say "I'll be okay"
But the mirror knows
I don't mean it that way
I been carrying storms
where my ribs should be
How you break a man
and still make him believe?
[Chorus]
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
Now I fall too hard
I fall too hard
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
I still want your touch
but I pay that cost
[Verse 2]
My boys ask questions
I just laugh it off
Say I'm good, I'm straight
while my sleep gets lost
I got texts unsent
and a jaw that stays tight
Every "I miss you" line
turns into a fight
I don't trust new hands
when they reach for mine
'Cause I seen sweet lips
turn into a blade in time
Now I overthink replies
like I owe my peace
She left my chest wide open
and took the keys
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't say I'm fine
I say "I'll be okay"
But the mirror knows
I don't mean it that way
I been carrying storms
where my ribs should be
How you break a man
and still make him believe?
[Chorus]
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
Now I fall too hard
I fall too hard
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
I still want your touch
but I pay that cost
[Bridge]
And if I cry, don't clown me
I'm just trying to breathe
A man can bleed in silence
still not want to be seen
I want a soft one, patient
with a steady hand
But my heart keeps ducking
every time it can
[Chorus]
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
Now I fall too hard
I fall too hard
You made me afraid of love
afraid of love
I still want your touch
but I pay that cost