worst time in lives

I wake up constantly eating myself up inside ripping every part of me and my heart out and my golden soul. soul soul yh yh yh yh oh no. I need a another spliff or two I'll roll up sooner rather than later my mate tried and tried to help me out with my psychotic ex and I am slowly fixing the pain pain pain pain x2

It was the worst time of my life life LIFE! LIFE! LIFE! it was so difficult trying to be someone else and not recognizing myself.