It's time

I hope i can catch up to my life I've been wasting time and that song with my daughter has not yet been made and that marathon wasn't ran with my son. My mother is in a cloud of confusion about my well being wondering if I'll ever be able to find my fight again and earn the love that's so special from my children she longs so see them smiling at me as I rise up from the ashes. Everyone thought I was dead but I will ride shining like them like gold and my father will find that missing emotion of pride as he guides me with angel wings. The beauty i possess that no one can see now will shine brighter than the sun and wipe out all the dark moments I've created and the pain I'vepushed on my family will disappear and be forgotten. God will be so happy to see me trying again trying to do more than survive my own battles and reconnecting with my children but building my family a house of safety and security that they can be forever promised the safety from harm and the love they deserve. No more negative vibes. I will once again shine like a diamond with the angels fighting with me for my success and I will save the whole world as me and my children's happiness success and love shine onto the wicked and evil destroying it all and saving heaven and earth we will save man kind from their self destroying destructive ways and the world will never have to suffer from the tools of hell again. Even Satan will need redeemed and they're will be only peace love and harmony in the existence we know. Forever as long as we shall exist in God's name and God's house. Together as one we are all part of his love and eternal life.