Cold inside

I been screamin’ in the silence, but nobody ever hears me

Drownin’ in my thoughts, and all these demons still near me

Love turned to pain, now my heart’s feelin’ empty

I gave ‘em all I had, now they act like they resent me

I feel cold inside, lost in the night

Don’t remember the last time I saw the light

Used to pray for love, now I pray for peace

But the only thing that answers is the darkness in me

Backstabbed by the ones that I called my own

Now I walk through the flames, but I’m all alone

Used to feel somethin’, now I’m numb to the bone

No texts, no calls, just a ghost in my phone

She said “forever” but she meant “for now”

Now I’m standin’ in the rain with my head down

Feelin’ like a burden, like I’m not enough

Every time I open up, they just call it a bluff

I don’t sleep no more, just lie awake

Playin’ memories I wish I could erase

I don’t trust no more, I push away

But deep inside I’m just beggin’ them to stay

I been screamin’ in the silence, but nobody ever hears me

Drownin’ in my thoughts, and all these demons still near me

Love turned to pain, now my heart’s feelin’ empty

I gave ‘em all I had, now they act like they resent me

I feel cold inside, lost in the night

Don’t remember the last time I saw the light

Used to pray for love, now I pray for peace

But the only thing that answers is the darkness in me

They don’t care ‘til I’m gone, then they’ll post my name

But while I’m still breathin’, they just feed me shame

I’m a shadow now, lost in the rain

But I smile like I’m fine just to hide the pain

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