Alone in my head again
I’m lost again
I don’t know again
I stop.
Alone in my room again
it’s light again
it’s dark again
I don’t know again
I stop.
I drink again I think again I cry again
i stop
My head is a prison.
How can anyone hear me if even I
myself can’t listen.
There’s a place I go where only I can see
where for only a little while I’m free.
It’s only quiet when I’m drunk
I have no fear.
Life turns into glue
I get stuck.
Then chaos
Everyone gets struck
Even when the sun is out i still can’t see
It’s a dark place.
Try me.
No directions no signs.
I’m lost again
Fuck me
No need to find me again.
Why am I in such a hurry.
Paralyzed in the weight of open space
Wasted by the bottle burried
in my face.
The bullet is the clock
Your done
No luck
But Now days life
feels like it’s a race
to no finish
Alone in my head again
I’m lost again
I don’t know again
I stop.
Alone in my room again
it’s light again
it’s dark again
I don’t know again
I stop.
I drink again I think again I cry again
i stop
Despite the feelings of rage.
You wanna be in it.
My mind is a cage.
A spirit
DEVIL GET OUT OF MEEE
Your number 1 in your head.
Yeaaa I feel it
But 1st place isn’t even a start
For you I’m just a shot in the dark.
A pon
Black space.
No space.
In my heart.
I think it’s time to be alone again
Alone again
Just me and my friend again.
He’s with me till the end.
In my head he’s real.
For you he’s a problem
To me he’s real
To you he’s a problem
Maybe he’s real
Maybe he’s the reason
I’m drunk again
I’m drunk again I’m drunk
Please don’t go
I’ll stop.
BLVCKSMITH
