Never gonna knock at your door,
No, not anymore.
You have left this world behind,
And you’re not coming back this time.
I keep replaying all the moments,
Every laugh and every fight—
Now the silence feels so heavy,
Every day, and every night.
All the sorrow, all the pain,
Feels like it will always stay.
But I’ll learn to live with it,
Learn to face another day.
You were my safe haven, my shore,
Where I ran when I couldn’t take it anymore.
You gave me strength when I was breaking,
Held me up when I was shaking.
Who am I gonna call now?
Who am I supposed to call?
Your voice won’t answer anymore…
And I’m just left to face it all.
You were the one who always listened,
When the world felt far too loud.
I felt accepted and protected,
Whenever you were around.
I’m so grateful for the time we had,
For every story that you shared—
It feels unreal to face the truth:
You’re gone, and you're not there.
All the memories that remain,
Hold me up through all the pain.
I’ll learn to carry what you gave,
Even on my weakest days.
You were my safe haven, my shore,
Where I ran when I couldn’t take it anymore.
You gave me strength when I was breaking,
Held me up when I was shaking.
Who am I gonna call now?
Who am I supposed to call?
Your voice won’t answer anymore…
And I’m just left to face it all.
And I know you’d tell me, “Keep going,”
Even when the nights feel long.
You’d say, “You’re stronger than you’re knowing,”
So I’ll try to carry on.
But the hardest part of healing
Is the space where you should be—
A chapter ended far too early,
A goodbye I couldn’t see.
You were my safe haven, my shore,
I’ll keep your love with me forevermore.
You gave me strength when I was breaking,
Held me up when I was shaking.
Who am I gonna call now?
Who am I supposed to call?
The days won’t ever be the same…
But I’ll keep walking
Tonenico
