[Verse 1]
Packed up the photos
Left your mug in the sink
Changed every password
Watched our chat thread shrink
Told my friends that I'm better
That I'm breathing just fine
They keep waiting for breakdowns
But I walk a straight line
[Pre-Chorus]
Is this healing
Or am I disappearing
I should be screaming
But all I feel is
[Chorus]
Numb where it should hurt
Cold where it should burn
Everyone says this is how
How the page should turn
If letting you go
Is what they call growing up
Why does my chest stay quiet
Why can't I feel this break us up
[Verse 2]
I pass our corner
Order something you hate
Leave with a stranger
Just to stare at my plate
Laugh at the right time
Practice all of my grace
But it's like someone muted
Every color in my face
[Pre-Chorus]
Is this freedom
Or am I just fading
I should be shaking
But all I feel is
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] I want the flood
Not the vacuum
I want the storm
Not this sky
I'd rather drown in the memories
Than drift in this quiet goodbye
[crescendo][layered harmonies] If this is moving on
Why do I feel switched off
[Chorus]