Hey father

[Male Vocal Pre-Intro]
(…Alright….,(pause) uh, I don’t do this very much, pretty much not at all.., but uh, (pause) I’ll give it a try……,(pause)cuz there something’s I need to say….., (Inhale) so…hey…, god…, Or father?.., I don’t know…,) 

 [Beat Drop]
..I’m sure you hear a lot of these..., and mine probably won’t be anything much different..and I don’t wanna sound like I’m hating..but I was questioning..no, no, I’m wondering…, I guess that maybe the same thing, but will I ever be the same person I once was before my fortuity came and turned me into the burden I now fuss about, Or is this it…, is there anyway..maybe a sign or something that could help me through this anguish I cry loudly for so you can hear me.., but I don’t know if you’re busy or just ignoring me like the rest of the world does cuz I know how annoying it all gets cuz I complain more then I wanna agree upon, after all..its you and I that listens to it all ball up..until there’s another downfall from the eruption from the eyeballs and then it’s all good.., or is it.., cuz you know there’s a true substance to it all…, the real problem solver, the helper that’s not going anywhere.. cuz Its the proper father, I mean solution.., uh cough…, but theres illusions to this “reward” we all call the right movement, eventually saying oh “lord” this isn’t the way..how could I be so stupid..or am I just getting there.. cuz I’m only human.. and can appear to be in a hatred of self-care for me..and blame you for it cuz you made me this way..and I stayed on the page..instead of turning it into a portrait with my own main character with an important future of fortunes without barriers thats stopping me from flourishing my success.., and now I'm here asking if you can hear me, like just speak to me.. tell me everything gonna be okay..I don’t wanna wait until I’m up in your palace..if I ever get to acknowledge it when the day comes with, or without a challenge of unfortunate circumstances that makes me cause damages to my reputation..cuz my life has been faced with replacement of demonstrations of what not to do

[Hook] [Repeat]
Will I ever be okay..with..me….again, Cuz it’s hard..to..live without..encounter-ments..of your compassion..to help me heal my wounds I’ve endurance.. please don’t let this be your way of doing it.. and please…please..just tell me if everything gonna be okay..cuz I don’t wanna wait until I’m up in your palace..if I ever get to acknowledge it when the day comes I don’t wanna be in a position of being miserable and asking,
Will I ever be okay..with..me….again, Cuz it’s hard..to..live without..encounter-ments..of your compassion..to help me heal my wounds I’ve endurance.. please don’t let this be your way of doing it.. and please…please..just tell me if everything gonna be okay..cuz I don’t wanna wait until I’m up in your palace..if I ever get to acknowledge it when the day comes I don’t wanna be in a position of being miserable…. [Outro Beat Continuing On Then Fades Away]

emotional talk/singing, BPM: 65–75, piano cords, warm bass, light drums, subtle choir, micro pauses, heavenly beat