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Do you really expect him to be….faithful.

No spontaneity,

Mismatched priorities

rebuffed initiations

distracted encounters

With a shift falling far from desire.

Seeking to be (sought after)

Searching to find (that fire)

Full filling fantasies

Unleashing the freak

Organic and free

Not a scripted forced requirement

From the fear driven urgency or Pressure to be something preconceived (how’s that worked for you so far?)

You can’t expect him to be…

Ignorantly, faithful

The inconsistency

Now Disdainfully

Alone, seeking the warmth

From someone who wants it mutually

So don’t expect him to be…

settling for inadequacies…

Ignoring verities

Faking it publicly

And remain faithful.

When your heart is missing desire

The coldness requires a fire (for feeling loved in the part of life’s common survival)

devoid of containing the fire, consistently