Angelnup in Heaven

Im sorry, I never thought it'd be like this. Whats supposed to be forever turned into a total mess.

Thought I did it all right, thought our life was bliss.

All this time I couldn't see all the messages I'd missed.

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And I think of our angel up in heaven

The one who taught us what eternal love meant

Certainly hes crying seeing our family in this torment

We were whole when he left now he sees his family's shredded

I always thought our angel dying would only bring us closer

Thought the fact that he's in heaven would help us choose to be better

Thought our lenses would refocus on each other's needs and whether

All.our choices lead us to the place where we can be together

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But instead all i can think of is our angel up in heaven

The one who always showed us exactly what true love meant

Im sure he must be crying seeing our family in this torment

Wondering where all the laughter and the smiles and all the fun went.

So now every time I feel that single drop of rain

I know he's thinking of us and he's feeling all our pain

And hes sad that even for this short mortality

We couldn't love each other how he taught us love should be

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And I feel the very tears of our angel up in heaven

Wondering how we lost the understanding of what true love meant

I know that he is crying seeing our family in this torment

Ans he's hoping we can find out where the laughter smiles and fun went.