Behind Closed Doors

One day I was sitting alone on the bathroom floor
Screaming and crying, I couldn't do it anymore
We got into a fight, you twisted my reality
Told me everything was my fault, and then ghosted me

(Chorus)
You gave me the silent treatment
Until I would apologize for what I hadn't done
Then you'd tell me it was okay, say I didn't understand you
And that I didn't deserve you, and things would change

(Verse 2)
Behind closed doors you were a different man
One who would scream at me and break things, and blame me for everything
Out in public, you would look like a hero, no anger in sight
With a smile on your face talking about our relationship like everything was so right?

(Chorus)
You gave me the silent treatment
Until I would apologize for what I hadn't done
Then you'd tell me it was okay, say I didn't understand you
And that I didn't deserve you, and things would change

(Bridge)
Twisted my reality, blamed me for the fight
A hero in the public eye, but a monster in the night
Screaming on the bathroom floor, I can't do this anymore

(Chorus)
You gave me the silent treatment
Until I would apologize for what I hadn't done
Then you'd tell me it was okay, say I didn't understand you
And that I didn't deserve you, and things would change

One day I was sitting alone on the bathroom floor
Screaming and crying, I couldn't do it anymore
We got into a fight, you twisted my reality
Told me everything was my fault, and then ghosted me

indie pop/ folk, female