[ Intro ]
[Instrumental build up]
[Verse 1]
I'm afflicted with The sickness
I'm contagious at all stages
I suggest you keep your distance
Diabolical and dangerous
Capable of things so heinous
Trying to find a reason to split your head and leave you bleeding
[Chorus]
I hope this life it has a meaning
Pacing racing chasing
A perpetual high I cannot find
Never will I realize
When I choose to believe my lies
[Verse 2]
Ten years felt like a weekend
Passed me by while I was blinking
A perpetual high I'm chasing and can not find
Devastation by design
I’m paralyzed and hypnotized
By the demons I keep inside
Paranoid from all the tweaking
Changing like the seasons
Passed me by I was blinking
I'm a shadow of the heathens
The more I get the more I'm feining
[Chorus]
I hope this life it has a meaning
Pacing racing chasing
A perpetual high I cannot find
Never will I realize
When I choose to believe my lies
[Bridge]
Somewhere along the way I want astray
I lost my mind in the weariness now I'm a slave to the sadness
Just another victim of my own madness
Psychopathic status
Everything dies in time when it passes
I walk a lonely road through the passage
Make my way to the grave bury me 6 ft deep no casket
Slowly fade away take me back to the essence
To a time when I never had me a presence
I was so caught in a thought in a dream of my absence
[Chorus]
I hope this life it has a meaning
Pacing racing chasing
A perpetual high I cannot find
Never will I realize
When I choose to believe my lies
[Bridge]
I can't find peace when I'm up for a week
7 Day streak future so bleak
Gone with the wind
Shooting the breeze
Shady light trees
Falling like leaves
Heart still bleeds broken again
Life meets death in the cycle begins
[Chorus]
I hope this life it has a meaning
Pacing racing chasing
A perpetual high I cannot find
Never will I realize
When I choose to believe my lies
