My Mentality Song, About Myself: #2.

Call me by my shadow, whispering in my ear

But I’ve been through the fire, shedding every single fear

John’s the voice in my mind, the storm I can't untie

Trying to take the wheel, but I won't let him fly

I've fought through the darkness, seen the coldest night

Gotta rise above the fear, I’ve won this internal fight

Every scar, every tear, they told me I would break

But I stand taller now, stronger with each mistake

I am the dawn after the endless night

Stronger than my shadow, I claim my light

No more surrender, no more giving in

I’ve weathered hell, I will win

John calls himself my darkness, but I know he's just a phase

He tries to steal my peace, but I refuse to be swayed

In my heart I carry hope, a spark that never dies

I’ve seen the depths, I’ve climbed out, with fire in my eyes

Every doubt, every fear, has tried to make me small

But I’ve learned to stand my ground, I’ve broken every wall

This battle’s in my mind, but I hold the reins

The storm inside is fierce, but I won't be constrained

I am more than my darkness, more than what I’ve known

In the chaos, I’ve grown, now I’ve found my own throne

Call me stronger, call me free

The fight is mine, I believe in me

Through hell and back, I’ve learned to stand tall

I am my salvation after all

So hear my calls, hear my pleas! To have you know, I’m just me. John is someone I’ve battled against with agonizing deadly mental violence.

Which means it’s made me stronger than I’ve ever thought I’d be abled to be, so all I need is to hope I can do this. I’m not done living. I’m in control. For now. Forevermore. Johns’s not going to win this fight.

It’ll be me, that’ll win and succeed and I’ll keep fighting. For you. For them. For everyone and everything. Most importantly? I’ll keep fighting for myself. With all my very being. With my very soul. Here’s to the future, my future. Without Failure.