Winter Insomnia (3AM)

Intro (ad-libs / spoken)

(Ayo André let ’em hear ya)

(Gigi & Zona on the track)

(503 Sivar Music — yurrrr)

(Yeah…)

3 AM… snow on the Timbs

City quiet, head loud

Uh… winter insomnia

Chorus

This year it don’t feel like Christmas

City cold, heart numb, can’t miss this

Snow knee-deep, I’m still in the trenches

Lights on green, but my soul still drifting

3 AM, block got no witnesses

I been up all night, winter insomnia

Tree got lights but the vibe feel different

Yeah, this year it don’t feel like Christmas

Verse 1

Walking solo, hoodie zipped, no smile

Snowflakes stick to the ground like my thoughts right now

Phone dry, no text, no sound

Whole city sleep but I’m pacing around

Sirens echo, beat drop slow

Breath in the cold, see the pain when I blow

Used to laugh, used to feel that glow

Now it’s memories frozen under streetlight glow

Everybody got plans, got cheer

I got flashbacks, ghosts, and fear

Used to pray for peace this time of year

Now I’m just tryna make it through December here

Chorus

This year it don’t feel like Christmas

City cold, heart numb, can’t miss this

Snow knee-deep, I’m still in the trenches

Lights on green, but my soul still drifting

3 AM, block got no witnesses

I been up all night, winter insomnia

Tree got lights but the vibe feel different

Yeah, this year it don’t feel like Christmas

Verse 2

Subway screech, metal cry in the night

Same sound as my head when I’m losing the fight

They say “be strong,” yeah I’m tired of that

I been strong so long, where the comfort at?

I see couples laughing, holding hands

I just tighten my coat, keep walking ahead

Every carol feel like salt in the wound

Every “Merry Christmas” cut too rude

I ain’t mad, just numb inside

Heart on ice like the east side nights

Used to dream big under snowfall skies

Now I just survive till the sun come rise

Bridge (melodic / half-time)

Maybe next year feel warmer

Maybe next year I heal

Right now I’m pacing these corners

Tryna remember how joy feel

Final Chorus

This year it don’t feel like Christmas

No gifts fix what I’m missing

Snow fall heavy, chest feel different

3 AM, winter insomnia

This year it don’t feel like Christmas

But I’m still here, still breathing

City cold but I keep moving

Yeah… winter insomnia

Outro (ad-libs)

(Gigi, Zona & André on the track)

(503 Sivar Music — yurrrr heard)