Growin up

Growin up, all I wanted was to be, by myself, when it came to my own faith

What do I mean, I just mean, that I’ll do it on my own, when I’m praying on my knees, to the one the created you and me

I will not lie, there are times where I feel like I am stuck, in a cruel world

but it’s not what you think, all in my head, drowning me, I’m in the dark, hoping God can put apart of the pieces in my dome, so leave me all alone, don’t call me on my phone, don’t ask me where I’m at, cause you know just where I’m at

I’m in my head, wondering why I’m so a mess, so outta pocket, trynna fix everything that I’ve ever done,

I wanna be the one, that’s tellin all the people everything that I know, about you holy God

pour my heart all out to you, my heart ain’t like my head, it knows just where it is at

Put me in a world, that I cant comprehend, I just picture what it looks like , but that’s impossible, imma follow what you say, so I ain’t gotta think, all about just what you look like