Freestyle

Can you make it to forever

i don't wanna die alone

i been fighting off my demons

i would trap them in my home

breaking fast wit a blunt

when i know that shit Is wrong

is depression coming back ?

i hope it never gets a hold of me

Or maybe it's my ex

she know her magic left a hole in me

hit the gym and i lost feelings

shit i turned it into rage

then i hopped inside that car

i swear i hear the perkys calling me

Like ring…

do you hear me calling ?

Off drugs but the hoes on me

what I'm supposed to do ?

She keep bragging she's a Leo

tryna be my number 2

i still have muddy dreams

smoking during my therapy

i know she probably tired of me

my ex told me work on my problems

i hope she proud of me

i been living fast fast fast…

i can't slow up

bitches on my dick but where was they before the Glo up

fire bitches started being polite

I'm they type now

but i ain't bout to jump out the window

I'm laying the pipe down

pick and choose and you gon lose cause ain't nobody picking me

i call the shots I'ma boss

what can you get from me ?

Passed out on the floor

Barely breathing

too many pills

i took over the weekend I’m trying to feel your love im tired of feeling numb

i love the drugs

but you say that shit make me dumb

you drive me crazy

got me thinking

bout you all night

couldn’t get no pussy made me stop at red lights

but you would suck it

and made sure i was alright you was my superstar

i would called you supernova

it’s something bout you baby

and i feel it wen the drugs take over

dam i hated being sober

ya love was intoxicating but fuck it everybody’s faded

roll one up 2 activate it

she really the mood.......

she had potential

and i sawl it

but she just wanted to lose

you tried to to stab me

in the back

aiming for my heart

ain’t wanna hurt you

so i left you in abyss

Backstory of you turning to a witch

I’m familiar with

the potions

ex from Babylon

that purple poison

was my favorite thing

that i would churn

i love a muddy dream

it make me feel like you still here

but cross me once

no coming back

past trauma made me evil emotionless is just a symptom of abyss

and getting high

doesn’t numb the pain

i do it cause im lit…

you suppose to be here with me i guess forever don’t mean shit