[Intro â quiet, glitchy, distant]
[Filtered audio, faint game sounds, breathing]
I can hear it loading in my head again
Static in the silence, where do I begin?
Fingers on the trigger, but Iâm not prepared
Every little sound is too much in here
[glitch swell]
[Verse 1 â building tension, tight rhythm]
Heartbeat syncing to a flashing screen
Every move I make feels in between
Lagging in my body, in my brain
Say Iâm fine but I canât explain
Too many voices, too many lights
Everythingâs wrong but Iâm âalrightâ
Try to focus, try to stay calm
But itâs already coming on
[Pre-Chorus â rising pressure]
Donât push me, donât speak
Iâm hanging by a pixel, by a weak link
One more second, I might slip
Feel it in my handsâIâm about toâ
[Chorus â EXPLOSIVE / fast beat]
I rage quitâbreak the screen, cut the sound
Everything goes black when it spins around
I donât mean it when I lose control
One second fire, next Iâm cold
I rage quitâthrow it down, watch it crack
Try to take a breath but I canât get back
Didnât mean to let it go this far
Now Iâm staring at the dark
[Drop â melancholic, half-time, emotional]
[minimal beat, airy pads]
ResetâĻ resetâĻ
Why canât I reset?
I didnât mean it
I didnât mean it
[soft glitch pulses]
[Verse 2 â faster, more chaotic]
Pick it up, try again, here we go
Tell myself that Iâm in control
But the pressure builds in waves
Crash again, Iâm wide awake
Every colorâs way too bright
Every sound cuts like a knife
I can feel it in my chest
Iâm a second from the edge
[Pre-Chorus 2 â more intense]
Donât look, donât talk
Every little movement hits too sharp
Try to stop it, try to breathe
But itâs already underneath
[Chorus â bigger, more layers]
I rage quitâbreak the screen, cut the sound
Everything goes black when it spins around
I donât mean it when I lose control
One second fire, next Iâm cold
I rage quitâthrow it down, watch it crack
Try to take a breath but I canât get back
Didnât mean to let it go this far
Now Iâm staring at the dark
[Bridge â stripped, emotional clarity]
[almost no beat, just piano or pad]
They think Iâm angry, Iâm just overwhelmed
Trapped in a moment I canât dispel
If I could stop it, I swear I would
But it hits too fast to be understood
[pause]
And now itâs quietâĻ
[Final Drop â mix of chaos + sadness]
[combine both energy + melancholy]
ResetâĻ resetâĻ
I never reset
I didnât mean it
I didnât mean it
[beat comes back in fragments, glitching]
[Chorus â bigger, more layers]
I rage quitâbreak the screen, cut the sound
Everything goes black when it spins around
I donât mean it when I lose control
One second fire, next Iâm cold
I rage quitâthrow it down, watch it crack
Try to take a breath but I canât get back
Didnât mean to let it go this far
Now Iâm staring at the dark
[Outro â fading, empty]
Screen goes black, Iâm standing still
Echoes of the things I killed
I donât know why I lose controlâĻ
I just know I lost it all