(Verse 1)
I tell myself she love me, yeah, I swear it’s real,
Even when she whisperin’ his name, I know the deal.She say they just friends, yeah, I play along,
But I hear the way she talk, girl the love too strong.
Late night texts, tryna brush it off,
Heart on my sleeve, but she treat it like cloth.
Wipe me down, leave me stained with regret,
Still chasin’ hope when I should just forget.
(Pre-Chorus)
She say she mine, but I see the disguise,
Tellin’ him “I love you” right in front of my eyes.
Holdin’ on tight while she slippin’ away,
I keep tellin’ myself that she gon’ stay.
(Chorus)
Lies in my head, got me playin’ pretend,
Sayin’ she mine, but I know how it end.
Keep sneakin’, keep creepin’, but I’m not stayin’ blind,
‘Cause now I see the truth, It hurt at first but I can careless now
(Verse 2)
I hear the “I love you” but it ain’t my name,
Still, I’m stuck in this fantasy, trapped in this game.
She laughin’ on the line, while I sit here and cry,
But I still wipe my tears like it’s all in my mind.
SHe swear up and down that they never did a thing,
But why he post pics with you
Why he in your car? Why he calling you bae?
Why he send a text, “Last night was insane”?
(Pre-Chorus)
SHe say she mine, but I see the disguise,
Tellin’ him “I love you” right in front of my eyes.
Holdin’ on tight while she slippin’ away,
I keep tellin’ myself that she gon’ stay.
(Chorus)
Lies in my head, got me playin’ pretend,
Sayin’ she mine, but I know how it end.
Keep sneakin’, keep creepin’, but I’m stayin’ blind,
‘Cause if I see the truth, It hurt at first but I can careless now
(Bridge)
Maybe I’m the fool, maybe I just need to wake up,
Sip the reality, time to put the cup up.
Love ain't real if it gotta be chased,
A queen don’t beg, so I’m leavin’ this place.
(Outro)
No more lies in my head, I’m done playin’ pretend,
No more cryin’ for a woman who just love to offend.
If she want him, she can have him, I ain’t losin’ no sleep,
‘Cause the love I need, I’ma find it in me.