Loving you

It's like watching us grow even further apart but I'm not in my own body. One day you love me and I have faith and hope that we will get through all the pain together and the next day you make me feel as if I'll never find love in any other man but you, you make me feel so worthless so unworthy in every aspect of my life. You ignore me like you never even heard of me before. But I still would do anything for you if you needed it even if it meant dropping the most important thing in my life id still do it.