Real Life

Home is a place I may never go yeah I burned a couple bridges had to sell my soul so now I’m lost on a lonely road in one way praying that I passed dont catch up one day stuck in the fast lane speeding with no brakes headed downhill surrounded by thieves and fakes from a place where the snakes all thrive the rest of us out here stuck just trying to survive no hope surrounded by the hopelessness feeling all alone such a hopeless sense. Nobody got my back. Nobody in my corner. Feel lost when I’m at home like I’m a foreigner how I end up here is what I gotta ask had a bright future but it took a dark path. Everything I ever loved man, i lost it all. I don’t even love no more. My heart is made a coal. I was born up in the struggle with the instinct to hustle survival of the fittest , survived through the troubles, that was put on me since the day of my birth. I done seen more than NASA leave this earth and i seen more pain for what it’s worth feel like I was born up on this earth to live this curse just to put my loved ones down in the Earth sometimes I wish it would get better, but it just gets worse a year and 20 days a cold December. New era of my life but too young to remember Dad comes home to find me all alone. Finds mom inside, but she was gone. up in the rocking chair and all the lights is on just sitting there motionless like nothing was wrong a blanket in a bottle up in her arms. Means she must’ve died with me right in her arms.