Naive vow

(Will you always stay true?)

I promise

(I trust you)

A naive vow buried by time, so distant (do you remember it?)

Bring it up once, shut it down

Tempted too much, my guards down

It doesn’t happen overnight

Strikes you when the times right

Required reward rewiring the brain

Forced fun to function it’s still pain

Can’t say I wasn’t warned

So many signs all ignored

This begins the self-war

Better than Nothing, lie for Something

I had to give up EVERYTHING

I miss that voice, once in me

I made that choice, set me free

To Chase for that high

Is to Watch your dreams die

I’ll do it one more time

I lost what once was mine

From perfect pretty pixels to demanding dirty drinks

It stole my motivation and altered how I think

The bad rep turns it so appealing

But the whole thing is so appalling

They don’t tell you

Till it’s too late

Before I could see you

As another date

Now all I see

Is another one to MATE

You were once human an an

You are now an object ect ect

So that’s why I stay away ay ay

Run awayyyy

I’ve gone astrayyyy

Stay awayyyy

I’ve Failed todayyyyy

There’s no pity for this mistake

Now this is the messy life we take

I miss that voice, once in me

I made that choice, set me free

To Chase for that high

Is to Watch your dreams die

I’ll do it one more time

I lost what once was mine

Became a crime-with no love for the boy

Who fell down-no one to help him up

It would only take one

Then took two

It took three again

It took my friends

It took my LIFE (no controllll)

took control of my life

I had to take away my life

To no longer be hostage

From a life so broken

A naive vow….

Thrown down….

Someone help clown…..

Stuck with a frown…..

I miss that voice, once in me

I made that choice, set me free

To Chase for that high

Is to Watch your dreams die

I’ll do it one more time

I lost what once was mine

I’ve I’ve lostttttt

It allllll

Watch me stand talllllll

From this falllllll

It won’t happen overnight

But I’ll try to make it right