The Answers

Evry chance evry stanza brought us closer to romance we were headin there could see the light read the banner then by some unlucky transfer I was given all the answers never really stood a chance to land her gaze or catch her glance half certain shes still his man Cant listen to her songs They burn like a cancer never been a master planner get my heart back Ill pay the ransom fade to Black back to a phantom just a ghostly notion an apparition goin through the motions sink back down into the ocean no more wondrin where shes goin ignorance is bliss Wish I wasnt knowin Ill get over this theft of my heart stolen like before we met Remember all too well standin in the flames of hell she breathed some life back into the Shell like she cast a spell forgotten I had fell Half my mind says keep on pushin half says end the conversation One side screams of new horizons one predicts annihilation Somehow both of them are right and thats the cruelest revelation Still I wake up every mornin buildin castles with hope and desperation Thats when I knew with her I come back from the blue live again be somethin new in the moment that was the truth Ignorance is bliss but my dumbass knew things were a mess but I couldnt resist her perfect kiss swingin hips I was convinced went all in like a savage gambler could be a path to danger Thought I could make one last stand stand and not be the man in the mask in the shadow Id be reliable smart and funny not push the envelope not stop runnin Keep all the hope Now its real heavy hard to carry overwhelmin and kind of scary mostly lonely another place found thats not my home

Half my mind says keep on pushin half says end the conversation One side screams of new horizons one predicts annihilation Somehow both of them are right and thats the cruelest revelation Still I wake up every mornin buildin castles with hope and desperation I wanna rip the pages out that shes on but instead Ill smile next time she calls dances over to me and squawks Hey hows my friend my favorite jester a wide grin Keep a solid stance her mind thinkin how is he now that he knows the answers for her Ill be the best temporary from her past She remembers when she needs a laugh to get past the pain caused cause hes an ass she’ll jump online and find a whole line of guys that will never know what they find or appreciate a perfect design but theyll be with the girl I once thought could be mine and Ill be somewhere lookin for a person who could be the puzzle peace that you were supposed to be and complete me and then live that perfect life but I missed this time The shot perfect spark in the light to light up my life now its back to the dark Hope I dont fall too far life Goes On Half my mind says keep on pushin half says end the conversation One side screams of new horizons one predicts annihilation in the shadow of catastrophic expectation one step from selfinflicted devastation Yet i keep rejectin termination Keep reachin for the light despite no truconfirmation