I didn't scream plead or fight
I simply faded out of sight
The pain I bore was wrapped endless days
A ghost that wore my smiling face
You never saw the weight i wore
Or how my soul sank through the floor
You thought my silence meant I coped
But my silence held dreams i hoped
Now you say I seem so sound
You never heard the way I drowned
Especially when love can break you all around
Even when it makes no sound
No anger now no bitter tone
Just space i need to be alone
You think my silence means im sore
But I dont speak to ache no more
So if you wonder why im still
Why i dont chase or climb the hill
It's not that I still keep a score
I just dont speak not like before
Now you say I seem so sound
You never heard the way I drowned
Especially when love can break you all around
Even when it makes no sound
Ive learned that peace can come in part
By choosing self to guard my heart
Not all ends must end in a war
Some hearts are not worth fighting for
Now you say I seem so sound
You never heard the way I drowned
Especially when love can break you all around
Even when it makes no sound