I fear for I have not loved myself I have become your muse For all the wrong reasons Torn flesh by the words you have said Each one cutting a little deeper I am to the bone No tears shed
But I still hold on to the echoes
Of a love that never grew
You painted me in shadows
Called it something true
I break in silent pieces
Where you’ll never see the fall
But even in the wreckage
I’m still standing, after all gave and gave until I disappeared
A ghost in your gallery
Hung on your wall of shame
My silence screamed the loudest plea
But you just called it poetry
Now I’m learning how to breathe
Without your name I mistook your chaos for passion
Called the damage devotion
But I’ve bled enough in silence
To know I deserve more than erosion And I still hold on to the echoes
Of a love that left me bruised
You framed my pain in silence
And called the ruin truth
I break in silent pieces
Where you’ll never see me crawl
But even in the wreckage
No tears shed… but I still feel it all