[Pre Chorus]
( COCKY FELLA )
( COCKY FELLA )
[Chorus]
Even when I want to let go, something inside me keeps pushing me forward
It's crazy how life works, you can be a hero and still be talked about like a coward
And what's the point of giving fake apologies, no explanation needed if you don't like me
Yea god forgives but I'm not him, and he knows me better than anyone, so who I have to fear
( just pray for me )
[Verse]
This path I started walking started long ago
My mind was so cloudy,( questioning everything ), even what I was living for
I struggled back then, it was hard to see a better future
Do you know how it feels when people is around, ( but it feels like no one is in the picture )
didn't know how to speak my feelings, I smiled to cover up my depression
As a young man I felt so lost, the one who could have built me up just walk pass me
still trying to figure it out, ( I grew up with a father )
to see him everyday but don't know how it feels to have a father
Shit crazy
[Chorus]
Even when I want to let go, something inside me keeps pushing me forward
It's crazy how life works, you can be a hero and still be talked about like a coward
And what's the point of giving fake apologies, no explanation needed if you don't like me
Yea god forgives but I'm not him, and he knows me better than anyone, so who I have to fear
( just pray for me )
[Verse]
I use to blame myself for the love I wasn't getting
Telling myself I should've focused more, worked harder for a scholarship
Maybe just maybe, I could've pushed myself to be a better son
But seeing my sister get whatever she wants, I'm asking why was I even born
I promise y'all, I snapped, I swallowed my anger
It wasn't no point to wait for it, so I decided to man up
I've lost arguments, I've lost fights, ( I have lost people I love )
Everyone views life different, but at some points you can't give a fuck
[Final Chorus]
Even when I want to let go, something inside me keeps pushing me forward
It's crazy how life works, you can be a hero and still be talked about like a coward
And what's the point of giving fake apologies, no explanation needed if you don't like me
Yea god forgives but I'm not him, and he knows me better than anyone, so who I have to fear
( just pray for me )
MonquezP