Apologies

Dear God.. I"m trying, I"m struggling.. with forgiveness. For the apologies that never come. All the trials keep coming.. from the avenues.. where no apologies come from. So much blame.. so much shame... so much pain. Even when the truth comes out.. why.. why.. why.. is there no apology.. when innocence is proven. More fingers keep pointing. The.. turn the other cheek.. has been turned.. to be slap too many times. Is it time to walk away..

I"m disheartened when people point out problems.. call you a liar. But when the truth comes out.. there is no apology to be found. Ohh no.. It"s like fault is always being sought out. Like you can"t do anything right..

Dear God.. I"m trying, I"m struggling.. with forgiveness. For the apologies that never come. All the trials keep coming.. from the avenues.. where no apologies come from. So much blame.. so much shame... so much pain. Even when the truth comes out.. why.. why.. why.. is there no apology.. when innocence is proven. More fingers keep pointing. The.. turn the other cheek.. has been turned.. to be slap too many times. Is it time to walk away..

I"m disheartened when people point out problems.. call you a liar. But when the truth comes out.. there is no apology to be found. Ohh no.. It"s like fault is always being sought out. Like you can"t do anything right..

Dear God, help me with the forgiveness.. to forgive the ones that don"t even ask.. help me with the forgiveness.. to forgive the ones that don"t even ask..