A better version of me

I sit on the porch tonight with my dog and guitar by my side,

Off in the distance i can hear an old freight train pasa me by,

All alone i dont beed anyone beside me or

In my life, as it seems to be a complexity that i just

dont need,

I feel as if you were the

Only one who ever seen

To the true depths of meeeeee,

Yes u were the onl one whom

Saw straight into my soul,

Or else it was a mutual recognition,

Dont ask or remind me baby,

Cause i dont wanna think about it

Or maybe i just dont know,

Your right by the way,

When i was young i used to be a smooth operator,

I had the girls in my life

like they were riding

on a merry go roun,

And around they went

So many offers

Of love i felt like it was

All just good excusees ,

Or maybe a foreshadowing

Of a coming home from

Afar,

I was on a journey to you,

I didnt know who u were

Or where to look,

I was chasing the sky like a fool

But in time i knew

i would everntually

Find you,

So wished on every

single falling star

Then the furure care and

Baom there u were looking back ovwr those veautiful days

Like its halpening again right now,

There u are

I wish i could rewrite our time,

I wish i had just lne more chance to do it all over again,

Or maybe if we

could just begin again

In the sish of for-ever-when

Its been almost a decade, baby

Ever since then i have ran from any kind of connection lien a renegade,

I admit i wish thwse feelings would just go away and disapate,

I need you now courtney shea,

My love can we please soon try again,

I am not the same man as i was then

Can we please

Please

please

Please.....

Just

BEGIN AGAIN

JUST BEGIN AGAIN

LET ME LOVE U IN MY BEST SELF,

LOVE ME IN YOUR BEST SELF

I CANNOT MOVE ON IN THIS WORLD

I HAVE NO DESIRE FOR ANYONE ELSE!

I KNOW I WASNT THE BEST,

BIT NEITHER WERE YOU,

BIT I HAVE LIVED I

HAVE LEARNED

I KNOW WHAT I DID

PLEASE JUST TELL EM THOSE BRIDGES TO IS Has not BEEN BURNED

(CAUSE I WILL RECONSTRUCT THEM)

(YES I WILL BUILD THEM BETTER)

COURTNEY SHEA I KUST WANNA LIVE U

FOREVER AND EVER BABY LOVE ME AND LET ME GIVE I THE BEST VERSION IF ME .... I AM BETTER NOW I AM SO MUCH BETTER IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME NOW.... I AM THE BEST Version OF ME, COURTNEY I GUARANTEE, LET ME LOVE U WITH THE BEST VERSION OF ME!