Woke

I don’t,

Have much more to give……

(Yeah)

But they need an answer…..

For why i ever did……

(Why I-)

(Why I-)

I think the world is at a standstill

Sometimes I think it all revolves around me……

(To be fair)

And im just being honest…….

I dump my feelings at the nearest landfill…..

In hopes they won’t come looking for me…..

(Just Me and my demons….)

But everytime I feel alone,

I throw my egos in a song,

And if they question if im down?

I just pretend im in the zone……

Thats how it goes when you got flaws,

Your only friends within the walls,

And if these friends of mine can talk?

They’ll prolly contradict my goals….

They’ll prolly argue I’m not built for this

The time I spent on this?

the blood that I done spilt for this?!?!

It means nothing.

(Nothing at all…..)

(Nothing at all……………..)

Sometimes I’m my only obstacle

I get lazy…..

I get comfortable…..

I remember back when I ain’t have much….

Nowadays…….I don’t know…….

I swear I had that dog in me

And Dark days ain’t..

bother me much…….

Now I feel like talk is empty….

But still I see these nighas envy,

Like they blessings ain’t that many?

I don’t understand,

Somebody come explain why nighas wanna be my enemies…..

We all used too be friendly,

present tense-we more like frenemies,

We love to the see the downfall,

But hate to feel the empathy,

Remember me?

I swear I used to carry so much energy……

(To be continued….)

Time…..

Always Seems to be frozen…..

Blind eyes,

Use to feel chosen,

Now I don’t know if….

Deaf…..

Leading to death,

In my breath…..

You can hear wisps of what’s never spoken.

Uh…

They talk in the open….

Poke-but never provoke him,

Spiritually enlightened,

Woke-but still always coping…

I know…..