Tripper

It’s 2 a.m., city humming through my phone

Same room, same thoughts, still feel alone

I told myself I’m good, but that’s a lie I sell

I scroll past your name like it don’t ring a bell

Everybody says I’m winning, I should celebrate

But success don’t hold you when it’s getting late

I been pouring something dark just to feel light

Every memory louder in the quiet night

I know you moved on, I saw the signs

But I still check if you’re online

I shouldn’t care, but here I am

Typing things I’ll never send

I’m not drunk, I’m just honest right now

Missing you more than I’ll ever say out loud

If he’s sleeping next to you, just know

I was thinking ’bout you all alone

I won’t call, I won’t cross that line

But your name still echo in my mind

Yeah, I’m good, yeah, I’ll be fine

Just one of those nights… every time

I replay the laughs like they brand new

Same jokes don’t hit with somebody new

I been chasing peace, but I run in circles

Love gets heavy when it’s unresolved burdens

I know pride the reason we fell apart

Two egos, both playing it smart

If you ever miss me, don’t deny it

You know I still know your silence

No calls, no texts, just feelings I fight

Another night, another goodbye

I’ll heal one day, just not tonight