April B , mixtap, I've been through so much on thos life that giving up has been your only thought , but looking at my children, kaymonni, Steven, kilyziah, Aleiah, Matthew, zion and zaniah, I found strength to keep fighting until the end of my life, for you my children I will never give up , by the grace of God I'm here and I know he is watching over all of you with me. Whenever you are close of far away every beat of my heart goes to all of you every second. You're my pride, my motivation, my courage , my determination and my strength. For you I will do the impossible and God has been blessing me . Alleluia. We are all healthy and happy, keep you head up always and know that I'm always going to be here for you no matter what. The best is yet to come, my life hasn't been the easiest but I'm do all in my power to change the course by the grace of God. You mom , April B loves you forever. April B.