Better Than Ever

you gathered outside the door cause you thought I was gonna give up

 how sad you were mistaken

. I am now better than ever before.  I am now better than ever before


I’m sorry you didn’t understand or know how to accept my love
. It was genuine. It was true. It was full hearted it would’ve always been there for you .

 you were careless so no matter what you did. 

I accept it. Ill get over it or
 I am now better than ever before I am now better than ever before

 you convince me that there was nothing fictional idealization made up in my head. 

 I stared Death in the face, even mocked him  before I thought it would be the end


and the devil had thought he’d won. and about to show everyone he conquered what everyone was afraid of.


 Yeah, my spirit and soul are connected to the holy one Jesus Christ present his father‘s name. 

It was written. I passed the test. I did not let anger control me. I was patient. I was aware I bent tremendously, but was not shattered. 

 I am now better than ever before
 I am now better than ever before

 given pieces of myself to those I let dim my light

 I would’ve given you anything. All I wanted was to walk side-by-side share the same space 


in  unity of a covenant it wasn’t allowed 
I wasn’t allowed to be whole again to get back what was indebted 

 All those dues I had paid in overspent. 

My soul was in the red overdrafted 

 I am now better than ever before
 I am now better than ever before

you allowed me to rise above it. You allowed me to conquer the final test before those debts would be repaid, and I would once again behold again and align with my true destiny. Amen

Industrial Metal with Aggressive Guitars and Distorted Vocals