[Verse 1]
When you died, you took a part of me
Left a shape I still can’t fill
I wear your name like broken glass
Cutting in when it gets still
I’ve changed
You’d hate the man I’m becoming
I smile like I’m on my way
But I’m just learning how to stay
[Pre-Chorus]
I never thought
I’d live to thirty
Now I’m here
And I’m barely breathing
[Chorus]
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
I keep reaching for help
And none comes down
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
When you died, you took a part of me
And I’m still coming round
[Verse 2]
Morning hits like a flashing blade
I count the cracks in the sink
I tell myself to answer calls
But I don’t know what to think
Everybody looks right through me
Like I’m rain on a windowpane
I stand there with my hands half-raised
Trying to say your name
[Pre-Chorus]
I never thought
I’d live to thirty
Now I’m here
And I’m barely breathing
[Chorus]
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
I keep reaching for help
And none comes down
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
When you died, you took a part of me
And I’m still coming round
[Bridge]
If I disappear tonight
Would anybody notice?
Would the room stay full of sound
While I sink out of focus?
I’m tired of being brave
Tired of pretending
If there’s a door, I need it now
If there’s a hand, I’m begging
[Final Chorus]
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
I keep reaching for help
And none comes down
I’m alone in a crowd
Alone in a crowd
When you died, you took a part of me
And I’m still coming round
I’ve changed
I’ve changed
But I’m still here somehow