Di Balik Senyuman - BenMosa

(Verse 1)

Hanya kerana tidak menangis,

tak bermakna aku tidak terluka,

Smiling on the surface, but inside I’m breaking harder.

Bagai duri dalam daging, rasa sakit yang tidak terkata,

Falling deeper, every step feels like disaster.

(Pre-Chorus)

They say life’s a wheel, but I’m stuck at the bottom,

Searching for light, but shadows are my anthem.

Adakah aku tidak layak untuk rasa gembira?

Hati penuh luka, jiwa terus bertanya.

(Chorus)

Mereka kata ini ujian,

But to me, it feels like chains that won’t loosen.

Aku lelah mencari jawapan,

Why does fate always turn its back, leaving me broken?

(Rap)

Aku cuba lari, but the pain keeps chasing,

Breathing through the fire, but my heart’s still blazing.

You think it’s easy? No, this is a war,

Every smile’s a lie, every breath feels sore.

Langit gelap, masih menunggu mentari,

But hope’s just a word, where’s my sanctuary?

(Verse 2)

Mereka tidak tahu gelora di dadaku,

Still waters run deep, and my pain hides too.

Tawa di wajah hanya topeng semata,

In the mirror, I see dreams falling into dust.

(Bridge)

Jauh berjalan, luka kian men-dalam,

They say time will heal, but the scars stay unspoken.

Bagai pohon rendang, tetap teguh berdiri,

Even when I break, I won’t lose my identity.

(Chorus)

Mereka kata ini ujian,

But to me, it’s a battle with no direction.

Aku lelah mencari jawapan,

Why does fate always turn its back, leaving me broken?

(Outro)

Hanya kerana tidak menangis, tak bermakna aku tidak terluka,

Smiling on the surface, but happiness is a stranger.

Maybe someday, I’ll find the answer,

But for now, I’ll keep walking, carrying my anchor.