Not sure where I stand not even on my feet not sure where Ill land. Cant see the forest thru the trees. Im blind I cannot see the hands reachin out for me. What if I cannot make a plan no end in sight forever n this purgatory land no one to join no one to fight or sit and talk about our plite or look right n the eye no connection here to find just alone with thoughts fillin my mind and my brain aint tryin to play nice or help with my sleepless nights just feedin more visions of the chaos I contrived thats now the world I live n so I strap up for a ride knowin drastic are the only steps I havent tried and now its all I have. Im on the path. The only road is to collide.
Tried to hide from the light but the lies wouldnt die been chained to the pain I was trained to survive no more prayers n darkness no more places to hide when the monsters n the mirror starin me eye to eye lost been low been locked n my pride wearin a violent disguise tryin to kill what I feel just to feel more alive but the road doesnt bend and the storm wont subside when the truth stands right n front of u then collide.
On a path to collision wants and desires removed from decision I closed my eyes limit my vision hopin to limit my wisdom if ignorance is bliss I need to get stupid quick and no matter how much I wish theres no genie n a bottle guidin me on this mission.
When u see somethin n ur path most people pull back plan think about it come up with a means of attack otherwise u know its comin that inevitable snack but thats not where Im at retreat aint an option or question Ill assault thru the ambush most of the time its just my reflection. Im my own worst enemy my only competition a nice guy but when its me a sadistic malicious little prick who is vicious that never misses with perfect aim and vision knowin evry weakness how to trigger and get them make them defenseless angry senseless also knowin I cant win any battle war or competition so is it somethin to prove when u know ur gonna lose truth is u gotta end it either way time to collide with the truth.
Tried to hide from the light but the lies wouldnt die been chained to the pain I was trained to survive no more prayers n darkness no more places to hide when the monsters n the mirror starin me eye to eye lost been low been locked n my pride wearin a violent disguise tryin to kill what I feel just to feel more alive but the road doesnt bend and the storm wont subside when the truth stands right n front of u then collide.
Its just u and the truth eye to eye with the monster both ready to fight but nobody wants to knowin that evry lost moment will cost u and doin nothin will forever haunt u so u surge ahead sprint tuck n ur chin give evrything evry ounce from within ready for hell a fiery end u wake up confused looks like heaven what happened u learned that u swallowed ur pride accepted ur fate to collide but when u hit the truth all u did was combine. Welcome to heaven son come on inside TGB Life, arrived
NeuronMystical
