Fire keeps me up

I can’t keep this fire in me anymore, it keeps building up in me everyday more and more. The fire keeps me up at night like it wants to go somewhere, I don’t know where but it goes nowhere, the fire thinks someone is there but there is no one so the fire keeps coming back to me and sometimes it makes me want to me something on fire. Some times the fire makes me want to break someone’s tire and one day that fire will stop. The fire goes with the wind and gets higher and higher every day, then you are gone. You make the fire grow day after day, I wish you would stop making the fire grow day after day and I know you won’t stop. You think I am the one hurting, when it’s you who is hurting. I can’t keep this fire in me anymore