They say, "Let it out," but they don’t know,
If I let loose, blood gonna flow.
Hands stained red, room full of cries,
Five on the floor, four barely alive.
I keep it in, yeah, I play it cool,
Smile on my face while they treat me cruel.
I walk these halls like I’m made of steel,
But inside, man, they don’t know how I feel.
I cry when I’m mad, but I don’t let ‘em see,
Every day’s a war, but the fight’s in me.
Always angry, yeah, but I hold it back,
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave the world pitch black.
I’m tired of the pain, tired of the hate,
Tired of the games, tired of the fake.
But I keep my rage on lock and key,
‘Cause I want the world to smile—even if it ain’t me.
I’ve been pushed, I’ve been torn, I’ve been thrown away,
Like I don’t matter, like I’m just a stray.
They don’t know, they don’t ask, they just laugh,
One more cut, one more scar on the past.
I could flip the script, make ‘em taste the fear,
Let ‘em feel the pain I’ve held for years.
But I step back, yeah, I bite my tongue,
Not for them—but for what I’ve become.
I ain’t weak, nah, I ain’t blind,
I just know revenge don’t heal the mind.
I take the hit, I take the fall,
But one day, man, I’ma have it all.
I’m tired of the pain, tired of the hate,
Tired of the games, tired of the fake.
But I keep my rage on lock and key,
‘Cause I want the world to smile—even if it ain’t me.
So I stand tall, yeah, I walk my way,
Carry my storm, but I won’t let it stray.
They don’t know what I hide inside,
But I fight my demons—I won’t let ‘em ride.